Wednesday, November 07, 2007

shooting stars...
are they overrated? in my opinion, NO!!! i have probably seen a handful in my lifetime, though twice in my life i can honestly say they were a sign to me that God was there. the first time was 5 years ago when conrad and i went to seattle to visit anjo and mark and we had gone up to canada for the day and we were on our way home. conrad was driving anjo's car and she and mark were asleep in the back seat. this was our first trip together and the first time we had seriously talked marriage. just over the border heading home, we were enjoying each other's company, talking every now and then. we both saw a shooting star right in front of us. it was definitely a moment:) last night on my drive home, i was thinking about where i was a year ago. it was exactly one year ago yesterday that i had the breast cancer scare that sent my life into a tailspin (or rather, added to the current tailspin). as i was driving home thinking about my plans to make my yearly appointment for today, i started getting emotional as i was brought back to all the emotions i dealt with a year ago. i started praying God, i need you there with me, i can't go in there by myself. next thing i knew, a huge shooting star went in front of my windshield and i felt like He said I'd be glad to come with you. i can't explain the peace i felt after that. i had my appointment today and things went well. we even got to discuss the fact that i'm "seeking pregnancy" (their term, not mine...). don't get too excited, it's not going to happen tomorrow:)

2 comments:

Andrea said...

That is so awesome! I am so happy that you are healthy and getting to focus on the good stuff. :)

Bobbinoggin said...

i'm glad God gave you hope through that experience. :)