lies...
why do we choose to live with lies? i don't know. it's easier at first i guess, than dealing with the truth and changing our thinking patterns. dying to ourself. i met with julie on tues. she's such blessing, and i can honestly say i don't know what i'd do without her. she has so much wisdom and is so open in sharing the struggles in her past as they pertain to mine here and now. she understands stuff i think that no one ever could. basically, i'll be getting prayer ministry all summer. yippy. sounds like fun. not really. but as my favorite kareoke (sp?) says, "I will survive!" i am ready to be free. it's so frustrating living with all this crap.

i'm saying "see you later" to a jeannie this saturday. that's going to be hard. luckily, i'll be with fawn and sara so we can be each other's shoulder to cry on. man, my life sounds depressing. next time it'll be happier, i promise. and soon we might have internet, so i'll have some time to get some pics uploaded... that'd make me happy. i have a good one of pooh and a fat cow on her head.