Phil Stacey - You're Not Shaken (from the album Into The Light)
I am sinking in a river that is raging
I am drowning, will I ever rise to breathe again
I want to know why
I just want to understand
Will I ever know why
How could this be from Your hand

When every little thing that
I have dreamed would be
Just slips away like water through my hand
And when it seems the walls of my belief are crashing down
Like they're all made of sand
I won't let go of You now, because I know
You're not shaken

I'm trembling in the darkness of my own fear
All the questions with no answers still grip me while I'm here
And I may never know why I may not understand
But I will lift up my eyes
And trust this is Your plan

When I am in the valley of the shadow of death
You're not shaken, You're not shaken
You're right here beside me and You have never left
You're not shaken, You're not shaken

***okay, i decided to blog something worthwhile....this song says it all for me right now.....now if only i can believe it...